hi mom
I missed the bus again
I never see my classmates anymore
they talk like normal people and I talk like
I don't wanna be alone anymore
You told me I was stronger than this
Can you see my weakness through the dirt mom
Can you see my grief when the living cant
I'm so high
I know you watch me mom
I feel it
I hate you
why did you leave
the world isn't how you said it would be

gawd damn I am NOT high enough